Blah.

I can't believe it has been over 2 weeks since my last post. I haven't felt inspired to write at all. The holidays have been rough for me. They always are anyway, since it reminds me of the two people I have lost in the recent years, but this year feels especially difficult. I don't know if it is because I am working 6 days a week, and putting in 10 hour days, but whatever it is, it has been rough. I have felt overwhelmingly anti-social, and exhausted, almost all of the time. I have attempted a conscious effort to pull myself out of the balck hole I find myself in, but to no avail. I hope that having 2 days off this week will help. We shall see.