Vodka, Orange Juice, and Guys...

So there's this guy, we won't mention his name...who drives me crazy. We've been hanging out for while now and I am surprisingly into him. It started as a sexual attraction, but after spending some time with him I realized I actually like the guy. But it is complicated.....we work together. It is also frustrating because I am more available to him, than he is to me. I never thought I would be that girl who hangs out with a guy on his terms, usually it's on my terms. Usually I'm pretty fiercely independent and don't make myself that available to guys, but this guy has made me a little unhinged. I don't know why. I need to step outside the bubble and look at this situation from a new vantage point, because things can not keep going the way they are.